Hey gorgeous peoples. I realised my blogs aren't funny or pretty but hey they work for me so ner :P. Ok so we are up to day 3 of the challenge and I feel like I could sleep for week. I am absolutely exhausted every night and ready for bed at 730pm. I have not been to bed at such an early hour since I was 14 years old and still at home of course and being sent to bed.
I feel I have worked my ass off and today was a challenge and half for I even had a go at my boss hehehe. Someone gave the ward a box of lindt chocolates, the boss brought in 3 bags of lollies for the staff and there was a chocolate cake and honeycomb cookies brought in for someone's birthday. I would walk into the kitchen and say to myself NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!! I could not be bothered burning off the extra calories that is in all that and watching the other staff and saying to myself well that is going to go straight to your thighs. I am nasty when I can't have things it seems. I did not have one bit of any of that food and it made me sad and proud all at the same time. It took every ounce of my mental ability to stop myself and the words "well a little bit won't hurt" snuck in. It is amazing how our thoughts can derail us in a heart beat. Gotta be careful of that little devil that lives in my head.
The work outs have been great and I have been giving it my all. Even if my trainer is evil and trying to kill me. I swear he is :P. If I don't get down under 70 kilos by next wednesday it won't be through lack of trying since I have 5 days off after tomorrow night I will be going hard every day but Sunday. I think I deserve a rest but I have 2 sessions of zumba next week and the training sessions as well as Michelle's work outs I think I should be able to get there.
Well listeners I am extremely proud of myself and to think I actual cook my own food now is a feat in itself. I hope I have more exciting news for you later but for now I will leave you with one parting gift. I lost 400g in 3 days :). Oh and its not an excuse but a fact that I am aboriginal and it is actually harder for us to lose weight but you know what I am going to kick that gene's ass and tell it to get over it I am losing the fat. I don't live in a desert so therefore am not going to starve and so don't need this extra fat I am carrying. LETS KICK BUTT ON SATURDAY.
Good luck...you are doing great. Avoiding all that food must have been incredibly hard, but you made it. I can now take my kids out for hot chocolate and sit there sipping water. It was hard at first (since I got my diabetes diagnosis) but almost 3 months down the track it just doesn't even appeal to me any more. It does get easier. (((hugs))) and keep up the good work.
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